ignorant ,meanless post

i had learn a lesson ....The moral of human....
well,the purpose of writhing this post is just to say .sorry.
i have to make an apology to ALL my friends,ESPECIALLY my dear 'ranger'
pianeh.....i think,i might broke your image on the imagination of someone else.
my action on this was absolutely like a unmature kid ,unresponsible on my words of using.
i'm childlish.....never think n care about yourside....
somebody gave me a lesson today, when i was chatting with him on msn~
i've think, he did not wrong, i'm a liar on this case.....
I falsely incriminate my idiot behaviour to someone else(and he/she is my best friend even)
might u guys will think my reaction on this is abit over ,
hmm,atcually....i feel is ok...and i think that's worth and importand...
cause he did really remind me alot of things.....
There is a mean in all things,i though is funny....how can i know what others will think of?
WATCH my words.....people probably will think i'm ignorant and nonsense...
what a sense of humour, though people should know you? please la, how can i so childish!!!!
talking back to few days ago,i'v argued with a childhood friend ,
he said, CHANGE (gai 3 bian4) and self-examination( fan2 xing3 ) are equal meaning and same...
and i'm totally disagree with that....

well,my mind is getting stuck by the reason... vomited so much ABC....
the grammer should lots of mistake,but pls, dun try to tell me kind of things on this Moment....
u guys dun need to understand my mean of this post.....
I think the peoples who know me.....
they actually know ...i'm RUDE,emotional,and abit abnormal.....a bad looking female form with a man soul insite the body.

1:26:42 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: ei
1:26:45 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: u know da movie
1:26:47 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: angel n demon ?
1:28:23 AM little blink: yaya
1:28:33 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: mao watch
1:28:43 AM little blink: davincci code next part ma
1:28:52 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: no lar
1:28:57 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: davinci d writer
1:29:00 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: another book
1:29:01 AM little blink: yalah
1:29:05 AM little blink: i know lah
1:29:12 AM little blink: next story
1:29:24 AM little blink: --_--
1:29:30 AM little blink: mlm
1:29:41 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: hiak hiak hiak
1:30:19 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: im watching now
1:30:19 AM little blink: u watch?
1:30:27 AM little blink: by download?
1:30:48 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: i bought the DVD from US
1:30:53 AM little blink: oh yah
1:30:58 AM little blink: then pimjam
1:31:00 AM little blink: pinjam
1:31:10 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: :S
1:31:14 AM little blink: what
1:31:23 AM little blink: can or cant
1:31:24 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: LOLLLLLLLLLLLL

1:31:26 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: can
1:31:30 AM little blink: then good
1:31:30 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: maybe
1:31:35 AM little blink: mlm
1:31:45 AM little blink: y may be
1:31:47 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: u know tonite
1:31:54 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: the badminton double men
1:31:56 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: from malaysia
1:32:06 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: juz show the internation body language infront of the tv
1:32:08 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: LIVE
1:32:17 AM little blink: yameh
1:32:24 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: LOL

1:32:26 AM little blink: then ma vey
1:32:27 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: damn funny
1:32:29 AM little blink: very
1:32:34 AM little blink: cuttttttttteeeeee lo
1:32:39 AM little blink: ^_^
1:33:11 AM little blink: i neva show infront of human( i did show this front of alot ppls)
1:33:25 AM little blink: but recently~
1:33:28 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: i doubt that
1:33:31 AM little blink: 'Xxxxxxy' effected me(yah..i'm bluffing.........
1:34:33 AM little blink: yah(yah..i'm bluffing.........
1:34:38 AM little blink: this is truth(yah..i'm bluffing.........
1:36:26 AM little blink: u shouldnt suspect me(yah..i'm bluffing.........
1:36:44 AM little blink: 'Xxxxxxy' teached me type this'mlm'

(yah..i'm bluffing.........
1:37:29 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: or oOo more cute
1:37:41 AM Mr.xxxxx がんばてね!-: look like animals leg also
1:39:59 AM little blink: ahaahhaah
1:40:09 AM little blink: xxx teached me also!!!!!
1:40:11 AM little blink: wahahahaha
1:40:53 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: oh dear
1:41:20 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: u can push the responsible to 'Xxxxxy' always
1:41:41 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: unless u tell everyone u meet
1:41:42 AM little blink: wahahahaha
1:41:45 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: else no 1 will noe
1:41:58 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: u should hv resist if its not suit for u
1:42:07 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: so since u r doin it
1:42:08 AM little blink: well....
1:42:13 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: ppl u think that
1:42:18 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: u r what they saw
1:42:36 AM little blink: hey hey~
1:42:42 AM little blink: u ok ma
1:43:12 AM little blink: i talk like this way with u
------------------the words in brain----------(is becoz i tot u know the 'ppl' i said, and u get know me quite a long time,even know we juz always chat on net, i tot i dun need to be so serious front of u, i tot u no my words is meanless......i never and ever trying to act like good person and mischief some1)--------

1:43:44 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: im fine with everything
1:43:56 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: i like to c the baddest behavior of humanity
1:43:57 AM little blink: i know( shocked)
1:44:10 AM little blink: u r fine with everything
1:44:14 AM little blink: somehow
1:44:35 AM little blink: i dun think i hv to describe with u
1:45:13 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: desribe
1:45:20 AM little blink: how u think of me...isnt relate with me and 'xxxxxy'
1:45:43 AM little blink: if u thinking i'm that low
1:46:01 AM little blink: thanks for tell me the truth
1:46:26 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: erm
1:46:33 AM little blink: i sure take this is a lesson
1:46:37 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: im juz tell u what i think u din realize
1:46:38 AM Mr.xxxxx　がんばてね!-: lolz


i might not a good friend....somehow, did u guys really think i'm that low?